alright. so you guys know me by now. i don't write for what seems like years then i post one after another on this thing. but not all the subjects i want to talk about fit into one post, KAY?

god. recently i've been almost as pathetic as when i forget to turn off caps lock.

seriously. it's like i'm sad in comparison to how happy i am when i'm with him. is this healthy? (don't answer that.)
i got dangerously close to him in the hall the other day. i found it the perfect opportunity to turn into a total lame-o and drop all the stuff for my three classes all over him. i thought this would've been good, but they landed after he had walked by. so no, there wasn't that romantic moment of him helping me pick them up, like i hoped there would be. that's my life.

also i've been wanting to say that i'm going to enter a writing contest, if i ever write something that doesn't suck like a vacuum.

My Excuses for Not Doing What I Know I Should/ Want to Do (a.k.a. enter a wring contest):

1. i just don't want to.
2. i want to but i'm too lazy
3. i'll never win
4. and the list goes on and on

*sudden song that sounds like that comes into my head and i become way too distracted with sounds around me to write anymore like everything else in my life*