This is the email i just sent to my best friend Emily. We're best friends now by the way. well... she's my best friend. which is kinda sad if it doesn't go both ways... but i know i'm ONE of her best friends!!! oh my god. i'm so pathetic... anyway this is what i just sent her via facebook!
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emily. at school you'll be like, my only friend. well, i have other FRIENDS but ya know. i like you. :) hehe and PLUS i'll need somebody who knows about the whole morgan thing. to help me avoid her. :D and i bet she'll try to ruin my day tomorrow... O.o well maybe not. but MAYBE! and i need to give her her shirt tomorrow too and you should come... or not... but do... well you don't have to. :)
i guess everything's OK between rachel and i. she never REALLY did anything wrong. she said she doesn't want to hang around with morgan either. (but morgan doesn't know that) and i'm hoping that rachel stands up to morgan like i did.

other then that i'm seriously freaking out.
well, not that bad. but kinda. i'm scared. but REALLY REALLY EXCITED!!! tomorrow the temp. is a high of SIXTY TWO! my dad said!!! holy god. i'm glad bc i want to wear skinny jeans and i was afraid it would be too hot. 

it's raining... dang it.
i've been reading all day because of the weather. way to end the summer!!! stupid rain!!! and it's not even lightning. it's just raining. :P 
but the best part of tomorrow will be seeing YOU and MADDY and LYDIA and CHLOE and ANNIE and RACHEL (i'm including her) and EVERYONE ELSE! like everyone! :D
you know how i was/am friends with isabell/bee? well at orientation she totally ignored me. what the heck? it was weird but i guess if she's gonna do that then that's fine. i feel like a lot of my friends are totally leaving me. well... i left morgan, but idk. if bee leaves then the only person from my "group" last year will be rachel. which i guess is ok. but sad still you know? anyway i'm super excited for tomorrow. i set my clock for SIX OCLOCK AM!!! OMGIZZLE! and i'm gonna get to school at 7:45. i still have to set up my mirror in my locker too. i forgot that when we went decorating. 

also i've been going over my map over and over again. have you? idk if i'm just being weird. but it's helping. :) aaannnd i'm just basically telling you all my thoughts right now!!! yay!!!

it's really gloomy and i hope it's better 2morrow. bc you guys have to walk to the school. (burn) but that will be fine bc i'll just be in the car with my MOM and you guys will be walking with your BFFS. so lucky you!!! grrr.
we should meet at the school. because i don't know what i'll do if i'm alone in the school. it'd be sad. GUILT!! sorry if i just made you feel like you have to!!! i didn't mean to. i really will be fine if we don't walk in together! I WON'T DIE! DON'T WORRY!

how is madi going to get to school everyday? is she going to have her mom drive her? i suppose so. or her dad. bc she can't walk anymore. i never thought of that!

emily. why aren't you online? i have to write this all alone. this kinda sucks not gonna lie. i'm suddenly feeling depressed.

ugh.

where did all the chocolate in my house go!?!?!?!??! WHAT THE HECK????

oh well.

i'll just read. since you're not there. poopy pants. :P

see you tomorrow!!! I CAN'T WAIT!!!