soooo...

madie and i just had a really long conversation to my dad. we tried to talk to our mom too but she walked out for a 'drive' before we could say the whole thing. we told him about how we feel about him and mom always fighting. how it effects us, that they need to listen to us, that it's NOT an OK feeling going around this house right now, and that he needs to accept that. dad has a tendency to just brush off everything that comes at him by brainwashing himself that every thing's ok. everything's not ok.

so although all our time and effort went into that half an hour discussion, we still weren't heard. dad twisted our words until we ate them, mixed up what we came into the discussion sure of what we knew, and came out without a clue what was happening. Dad's a darn good politician. I hate it. it makes me feel inside out.

ca-boom-de-boom-de-boom.